So as I just looked up, apparently "ode" means a poem or song, well I thought it meant like a dedication so OH WELL!
This is a...DEDICATION...to my high school days.
I am now 22 and this year will be 4 years ago I graduated. I miss my high school days. I wish I had treasured being a carefree teenager more. But what did I know. I regret how crazy I went over Ian. I mean YES it is normal to have a crush and like someone, but I took it way overboard and I regret it.
I mean, who from my high school years do I even talk to anymore? Rebekah H. and Amie. They are the only ones I'd actually see anymore. Sometimes Colin, but that is about it. The rest of 'em, forget it. I don't even always LIKE to look at my yearbooks, seeing the students faces who hated me or bullied me. It hurts. I think I will always wish I could redo my high school days at Liberty High School instead. Hopefully I would have at least liked a student or something, Ian I just...regret wasting so much of my time on someone who wasn't going to love me the way I wanted. I was a student I wish I could have seen it then and not done the things I had done. If I hadn't done those things, he might still talk to me today. But he doesn't. And that is my fault.
I just feel like at Liberty, my expierience would have been better I mean I don't see how it could have been any worse. Maybe I would have made more decent, level-headed friends, (not that Amie, Rebekeh and Colin aren't.)
So here are some pages from my yearbooks that include pictures of me...Stefanie, Amie and Ian, and any other pages I decide to upload. Thanks for looking!