I had an epiphany last night! It has not really faded.
I, Stefanie, do not NEED a guy to make me happy. I don't need to date just ANYONE to make me happy. I gotta be happy with ME, who I am as a person, and my life. Before you can make someone happy, you gotta be happy with yourself!
My whole 4 years in high school, for the MOST part, I was kinda lonely. I had my happy moments. I had a lot. But that part of my life has been over now, and the 2 guys who DID bring me joy, well they're not in my life anymore. I was born without them so I don't need them to survive. Anyways, I will let the quotes take it away now!